:: N.E.W me ::

2007 is my year...

Or sud i say Jul'2007 to be exact..

Cum 9th Jul, i'll b engagin in a new job thou with the same designation, equivalent pay, same department yet with a totally new working environtment, new colleagues, new job scope which i nid to adapt myself to.But im not whining when its much of a better, bigger company, a good staff welfare & most importantly so much nearer to our new abode. It does irks me quite a bit at the thot of starting all over again gettin myself familiarise with everything from scratch but im prepared. Wonder, i may or may not given the flexibility with the current company in terms of annual/urgent leaves & esp surfing the internet which i must say has becum a norm thingy for my boss to see me on it, provided im super free & cleared my pendings. Where on earth can i find sucha nice, understanding, flexible, thoughtful & high tolerance boss lyk him with such a complacent staff lyk me. It actually took me 6mths contemplating on my resignation. Clearly the only reason im still here is bcoz of my boss.

Honestly, i dread leaving this place but the recent situations made me relent & submit defeat. And im been well, working very hard to console myself that ive made a right decision to finally go. I teared after i passed the letter to him. As thou my heart weigh a tonne, felt that ive let him down, ive betrayed him & im so guilty for that. No dun get me wrong here, there is absolutely NUTHIN goin on between us at all, ours are sacredly purely (understanding one of a kind)employer/(appreciative)employee relationship but its just my humane instinct feeling shitty to have to choose such way reciprocating to sumthing/sumone been so nice to u all this while..

Workload have been piling up into mountains & so does my blunders..Mayb ive been 'cursed' (lolx) from my recent break-up that all my work performance has gone way downhill & that has subsequently effect my self esteem & lack of confidence. But im grateful to have such boss who neva fails to give me his words of encouragement wheneva i sms him to apologise my mistakes. Yet the focal point was when sumone hu is of a higher post barked at me for my blunder to the fact that he actually know blardy nuts about it, i throw in my towel..Had my say, i gave up!!Nevertheless, a new offer came at the right moment which i grabbed instantly without hesitant.

See hun had been sucha dear over the past few weeks we've been 'camping' at our new abode. Been sending & fetching me to & from work everyday without fail. So imagine the journey from Bt Pnjg/Keppel/Mandai/Keppel/Bt Pnjg every single day was admittingly a long & tiring one for him. Yet neva once did i eva hear him whining. Not to mention the petrol consumed & the hectic super bad traffic congestions we had to squeeze thru every morning. A 20mins journey can be stretched as long as an hour just to reach my workplace. With the upcoming one, all it takes is just 10mins drive & the best thing its along the way to hun's camp which is conveniently abt 5mins away..

And cum 21st Jul, my entire lyf will change, no more evolving only on ME, MYSELF & I but it'll be WE, US, OURS..and a whole NEW responsibilities happening in approximately 3 weeks time..i still cant believe it but dats FATE.

"He took sumthing away from you only to replace it with sumthing even better, coz only he noes u"

And i totally agree with it..here i am, engaging into a new journey, a new phrase of lyf with sumone to grow old & spend the rest of my lyf with..Im so full of butterflies & anxiety now yet so estatically excited & speechlessly..Syukur alhamdulillah..

So with a NEW status & NEW job in tow, im all set for a NEW me!!*winks*

Another weekend trip to jb for our gubahan necessity..till then..

~ Happy Weekends Peeps...cheerios ~